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  CRAVING CONTROL

  A Black Shamrocks MC Companion Story

  KYLIE HILLMAN

  CRAVING CONTROL (A BLACK SHAMROCKS MC COMPANION STORY)

  Copyright © 2016 Kylie Hillman

  All rights reserved.

  Second edition released: November 28th, 2018

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  Published: DyMi Ink

  Cover Design: Kover Kreative

  Editing: Rose Vaden

  Proofreading: Melissa MacDonald

  Cover Images: DepositPhotos

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  ROMANTIC SUSPENSE/WOMEN’S FICTION

  A dark and gritty MC series filled with tales about family, loyalty, and love. Declared “worthy of a Lifetime movie” and “sinfully seductive”, the Black Shamrocks MC series will have your heart racing in your chest as you attempt to determine if anyone in the club can actually be trusted.

  Seizing Control (Black Shamrocks MC #1) (FREE)

  He's already failed her once. Will it happen a second time?

  Only daughter of the volatile President of the Black Shamrocks MC and long-suffering sister to four overprotective brothers, Madelaine O'Brien has survived circumstances that would have broken a lesser woman.

  Mikhail "Mad Dog" Kennedy is her salvation, her reward for continuing to fight, and the matching piece of her soul.

  With her life happy and on track, will the reappearance of the monster from her past be the event that finally breaks her? Or will he be the catalyst she needs to put it all behind her, once and for all?

  They say when life gives you lemons; make lemonade. What happens when life keeps sending you demons who refuse to stay buried? Do you lie down and accept defeat or rise to the seemingly unwinnable challenge, and start SEIZING CONTROL?

  Making Choices (Black Shamrocks MC #2)

  He wants her forever.

  She only wants him for one night.

  From the outside, it appears that Juliette Patrice has the perfect life. Her career is her number one priority, matched only by her desire to fulfil her parent’s enormous expectations.

  Lucas 'Timber' Blake is the Sergeant-At-Arms of the Black Shamrocks MC. A violent man who cares only for his Club and his family, he's wrong for Juliette in every logical way.

  Still dealing with the fallout from the explosive events earlier in the year, Lucas is tested further when Juliette is dragged into the middle of the war between the Black Shamrocks and the Mavericks of Mayhem. A war that's already had fatal consequences.

  Common sense tells her to run. Her emotions compel her to stay. The time has arrived for Juliette to begin MAKING CHOICES.

  Seeking Redemption (Black Shamrocks MC #3)

  He’s headed for rock bottom.

  She’s not far behind.

  Some would say Benjamin O’Brien has finally reached rock bottom. When you’ve ruined your life and brought your loved ones to their knees in the process, you would assume you couldn’t fall any further.

  Lacey Marquis is done. Broken. Shattered. Ruined. Deserted by the man she thought was the love of her life, she’s reached her breaking point.

  It takes a lot to make the Black Shamrocks MC abandon their family, yet Benji has almost managed it. When the Club discovers Lacey’s involvement in his deception, they’re both given one final chance. Make amends or die; it's that simple.

  When two scarred souls find each other in the midst of chaos, is it possible for them to be the strength the other needs? Or will their individual demons prevent the other from SEEKING REDEMPTION?

  Tempting Fate (Black Shamrocks MC #4)

  Revenge or the love of his life?

  Her soul mate versus her family?

  Whatever they chose, someone loses.

  Mik and Maddi. Mad Dog and his Angel. Mikhail Kennedy and Madelaine O'Brien. One without the other just doesn't seem right. They're made for each other; soul mates who've survived every obstacle thrown in their way.

  It should be smooth sailing from now on. Mik taking his rightful place as the President of the Black Shamrocks MC with his woman by his side. Maddi free from the demons that plague her, finally back in the tender embrace of the love of her life.

  Revenge. That dish best served cold. The need for it is eating Mik up inside. Filling him with hatred and blinding him to Maddi's struggle. He wants to avenge every wrong done to them while she wishes to forgive and forget.

  A life filled with love and happiness ought to be their destiny. A future filled with pain and regret appears to be the actual outcome. With the love they've fought so hard to protect at stake, can they let go of the past and stop TEMPTING FATE?

  Finding Nirvana (Black Shamrocks MC #5)

  His darkness has consumed him.

  Is she the light that he needs?

  Joel O’Brien has been drafted into a fight he doesn’t believe in. While the Black Shamrocks MC is doubling down for the final battle in the war they’ve been waging with Thomas Taylor and the Mavericks of Mayhem, Joel dreams of a different life. One where his family is intact, and the Club no longer exists.

  Sascha Koswalski knows what comes from loving an outlaw biker. Pain. Suffering. A broken heart. She’s not willing to risk it again—no matter how intriguing she finds Joel.

  As the end nears, and lifechanging secrets are revealed, Joel and Sascha find themselves drawn together by the cold, hard realisation that they are the key to the survival of the Black Shamrocks MC. In this final defence of their way of life, will the Black Shamrocks MC be the victors or the victims?

  Craving Control (a Black Shamrocks MC Companion Story)

  Even the villain has his reasons…

  He’s the villain in the tale. The man who committed the most heinous of crimes. A monster of the highest order. He reigned supreme, seemingly unstoppable, until his power was stolen from him. Brendan Taylor, the politician’s only son, was tried and convicted for the damage he wrought, then jailed in the prime of his life.

  Yet, he still couldn’t walk away from her.

  Madelaine O’Brien, daughter of the President of the Black Shamrocks MC, was never on his radar. Their lives were on different trajectories until she captured his attention one fateful day and never let it go. It was as if the clouds parted and he saw the sun in all its glory for the first time in his regimented life. In that instant, she became his—and he would do anything to keep it that way.

  His fate was sealed by his own actions.

  Or so it seemed. Because little did he know, there was a plan put in place years ago. One that he wasn’t privy to; even though, his participation was paramount. Its success rested on his victory. On the one thing that Madelaine awoke within him. A man with a singular appetite. A hunger that had him CRAVING CONTROL.

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  The Black Shamrocks MC: First Generation series is a prequel, spin-off series to the International Bestselling Black Shamrocks MC series. It is set in the 80s and 90s and features the parents of the characters from the original series. You know how it all ended, now it’s time to learn how it begins…

  Conan (Black Shamrocks MC: First Generation #1) (FREE)

  Prospecting for the Black Shamrocks MC once Colin “Conan” Blake finished school was a no-brainer.

  His best friends were prospecting.

  His father was a ranking member.

  Hell, every man he knew was part of the MC.

  The only thing the Club wanted in return for a lifetime of brotherhood was unquestioning loyalty. It was that straightforward. Patching in meant he vowed to put the needs of the Black Shamrocks in front of everything else—even his own desires.

  He thought it would be easy.

  He was certain nothing could come between him and his brothers.

  That was until he met her.

  Viking (Black Shamrocks MC: First Generation #2)

  Why does forbidden fruit always taste the sweetest?

  A filthy biker with a reputation for using his fists first and asking questions later, Victor “Viking” Kennedy wasn’t under the illusion that his marriage to Bonnie Dubois had the makings of a grand love affair. She was a prima ballerina—a snobby bitch who knew she was sex-on-legs. She was also ripe for a walk on the wild side with him.

  Their understanding was mutual. A year-long fling that kept them both satisfied until she headed overseas to pursue her dancing career. It was good while it lasted. The perfect arrangement that took a wrong turn and ended with a surprise pregnancy followed by a shotgun wedding.

  Nowadays, they’re just two parents doing their best to raise their son right. And, it was working until his VP’s teenage daughter sashayed her way into his life and turned everything on its head.

  She’s off-limits.

  An indiscretion punishable by death.

  So why can’t Viking find a way to halt their growing connection?

  Butch (Black Shamrocks MC: First Generation #3)

  To save his Club, he has to sell out his soul mate.

  Brian "Butch" Kelly became the father of a toddler overnight. His ex-fling left their child on his doorstep with nothing but a note and a bag of clothes before she split for parts unknown.

  With his Club on the cusp of a turf war over their ongoing expansion plans, he doesn't have time to raise a kid.

  His little sister's new friend offers to help. Only problem? She's the secret daughter of their greatest enemy and she's just stumbled onto enough ammunition to bring the Black Shamrocks MC to their knees.

  This epic enemies to lovers’ story will leave you uncertain who deserves to win - the boy who's had his life thrown on its head or the girl struggling to put family loyalty before her own growing feelings?

  *Another three novels and two novellas are anticipated in this series.

  NEW ADULT/MMA ROMANCE

  The Black Hearts MMA series is jampacked with second chance, enemies to lovers, and friends with benefits romance, plus a divorced couple rekindling their marriage and a May/December (age gap) story. Slightly taboo, action packed, and emotionally charged, prepare to have your heart broken in each book before it's healed by the kind of happily-ever-after that inspires fairy-tales.

  Brawl (Black Hearts MMA #1) (FREE)

  When a black heart meets a broken heart, fists will fly.

  Gabriella Mitchell

  A girl devoid of hope.

  With all her energy spent trying to keep a roof above her brother and sister's head, Gabbi doesn't get time to play much anymore. Her parent's divorce has forced her to grow up too fast, leaving her to assume responsibilities well beyond those of a normal seventeen-year-old.

  "Hooligan" Harvie

  Burnt-out MMA fighter who's lost it all.

  He had the fairy-tale life—the perfect woman and a son he adored. Until the day it was ripped away from him in the most violent of ways.

  Hooligan is content to live with his rage ... until an angry girl breaches a chink in the armour that protects his black heart.

  She's broken-hearted. His heart is dead and decayed inside his chest.

  She’s lost the ability to trust while he doesn't think life has anything left to offer. When neither believes in fairy tales, can the vicious world of MMA show them that they're wrong?

  That even the most f#cked-up deserve a happily-ever-after?

  Conflict (Black Hearts MMA #2)

  He's damaged. She's scared.

  If they ever manage to face the truth, they might find the second chance they both deserve.

  Amy Parker-Nguyen.

  As a twenty-eight-year-old widow with one son, she’s determined to stay emotionally unavailable. Love is great until it ends—leaving you forever bereaved, and your outlook on life bleak and barren. After patching up her heart, she’s happy to be known as the hard-assed, single mum and occasional good time, party girl.

  Nate Harvie.

  Being a twenty-two-year-old, MMA fighter has its perks. His days are filled with never-ending rotation of free booze, good drugs, and easy girls. Life is good. Well it was… until the night he broke his cardinal rule and let Amy get too close. Now, he wants things he shouldn’t—things he can’t have unless he tells the truth.

  What should be a brief encounter that scratches a mutual itch grows into so much more before either of them realises. Amy becomes worried about Nate's worsening behaviour and, before she knows it, she's facing a choice—stick around and help him or return to the safety of the lonely life she was previously sinking under?

  Dissent (Black Hearts MMA #3)

  The last thing he needs is to babysit a damsel in distress, especially one with a mouth like hers.

  Zali Mitchell.

  Gabbi's little sister likes to stir drama. Stunningly beautiful and snarky by nature, she's ready to emerge from her sister's shadow and strike out on her own—if only she could get rid of her self-appointed guardian.

  Jep Haynes.

  He's an asshole and not afraid to show it. Breaking the rules is his way of flipping the universe a middle finger for the shitty hand he was dealt. Except, the trail of women and betrayed friends he leaves in his wake are cold comfort when there's no family left to care.

  When Hooligan demands that he keep Zali from getting herself into trouble in the city, Jep knows he's in for a hell of a fight. She's hell-bent on self-destruction and happy to take him down with her. It doesn't take long before he realises her bitch act is nothing but a cry for help, and that the man who cares about no one might be the only person capable of saving her.

  Execute (Black Hearts MMA #4)

  Three years ago, he walked away from their marriage without a word of explanation.

  So, why is he now begging her to take him back?

  Jennifer De Luca.

  Finding herself divorced and childless at thirty-eight was never in Jen's life plan. A big house, three kids, and Angelo; that's all she ever wanted. Instead, she goes home to an empty apartment and her cat and cries herself to sleep every night. It's a pitiful existence—a lonely reality she's determined to put an end to before her grief completely consumes her.

  Angelo Carlucci.

  The death of his sister was the worst day of his life; although, the day he walked out on Jen is a close second. At the time, it made sense to leave. His grief was too strong. His breaking point was too close, and there was no way he would subject the love of his life to the carnage. Turns out that leaving his wife was his biggest mistake—one he'll do anything to rectify… eventually.

  A man's pride can be his greatest weakness. It can also be his strongest motivation, especially when you see your ex-wife for the first time in three years and she's in another man's arms. The burning need to take back what's his sets fire to the blood in Angelo's veins, incinerating his reticence to finally admit his mistake. Jen can objec
t as much as she likes.

  He walked away once.

  It won't happen a second time.

  PSYCHOLOGICAL THRILLER/DARK ROMANCE

  The Centrifuge Duet is a dark and erotic thriller series—featuring a megalomaniac billionaire neurosurgeon, a woman who thought she’d escaped her past, a mild-mannered school teacher who must become an assassin to survive, and the creation of a drug that has the ability to control minds and change all their lives.

  Amnesia (Centrifuge Duet #1)

  First, he steals her mind.

  Then, he owns her body.

  Dr. Jaxon Ray has bided his time. He's watched Amber St. George from afar, plotting and calculating the best way to get her back, until he realised that the answer was simple...

  Steal her mind so he can own her body. Program her to forget then reprogram her as his perfect partner. The plan is foolproof, promising everything he's ever wanted once it's executed. Money. Prestige. Her.

  Why? Because when you don't know that you're missing, it's not possible for you to be found. Especially when the only person you think you can trust, is the one who's left you with medically-induced amnesia.

  Attest (Centrifuge Duet #2)

  When everything is based on a lie, can the truth set them free?

  Xander Barrett had it all.

  Until he fell victim to a dangerous game of cat and mouse and it cost him his life, his lover, and his freedom.

  He thought it was over—that he was doomed to perish in the darkness. A forgotten pawn lost in a cloud of greed and deceit.

  Then, an unsavoury proposal promised the escape that he needed. But in order to win, he had to sacrifice his morals and strip himself of all semblance of a conscience.